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怎样都好

一个人的雨

一个人的雨,夜很静。
一整个夏天,我似乎只做了两件事情:一件是按部就班生活着,一件是无知地游离着。
生病一样,停止思考,停止自己。
我只不过是苟活着的人,似乎许多事情都成为理由,要求自己表达快乐和悲伤。
我又要怎样说服自己的情绪跳跃起伏?
薄凉的夜显得苍苍,沉静淡然。
我内心依然如雾,挥舞沉默,自导自演。
百味陈杂,熙熙攘攘。
人间,怎样都好。
2013/10/3

日记一则

2013/4/8

天气晴。周一。

凡事总是有解决的办法。说解决,有些夸大的。凡事都有自己的结局,显得自然些。

想来想去。人事的东西尤为敏感。不管你厉害与否,都需要事先招呼。招呼还不够,需要给点东西,让人家下不来台。人之间的关系,便是如此微妙。学着点。做政治,或者有政治头衔的人,需要尤为小心。他们讲话,尤为轻松,实则虚假成分为重。越是讲得越神乎,你就该掂量掂量自己是否如他所讲的,一般十有八九都是虚假的。听听,装装,便罢。先前答应你的事情,过了个时间,又变卦了。他们尤为擅长这套,讲话没有信用可言。你质问也不是,不问也不甘。只好揣在怀里,闷着,烦忧恼。所以,事情无非得等到真正的结果,亦即没有可变动的时候,才可放心。学术界的人物。大多还是信用价值很高的,非常欣喜。他们毕竟清高,有真材实料,为人心地善良,不怎么想害人。一般求自保者居多。因此,你别犯他们利益的事情,一般都是好说的。但是,他们看重本事,你越会做事,不是做傻事,人家就看你越重。觉得你还是厉害的。这一点,在学术界,尤为重要。而现在,看的都是SCI,都是课题基金。这些都是来源于你的IDEA,是否可行,够创新,能否完成?当然,这一方面,也有黑暗面的时候,但总体来说,还是少数。总之,在这行,你要是金子,早晚得发光。但是,如果你是块厕所石头,也不一定意味着你被黑暗笼罩。

双词表意

     《定风波》 苏轼

序:三月七日沙湖道中遇雨。雨具先去,同行皆狼狈,余独不觉。已而遂晴,故作此。

    莫听穿林打叶声,何妨吟啸且徐行。竹杖芒鞋轻胜马,谁怕?一蓑烟雨任平生。

    料峭春风吹酒醒,微冷,山头斜照却相迎。回首向来萧瑟处,归去,也无风雨也无晴。

 

     《孤雁儿》 李清照

序:世人作梅词,下笔便俗。予试作一篇,乃知前言不妄耳。

    藤床纸帐朝眠起,说不尽、无佳思。沈香断续玉炉寒,伴我情怀如水。笛声三弄,梅心惊破,多少游春意。

    小风疏雨萧萧地,又催下、千行泪。吹箫人去玉楼空,肠断与谁同倚?一枝折得,人间天上,没个人堪寄。

如题。

清静

我爱清静。既清又静。

连着几个冬日,暖阳舒散。日头温和,天湛蓝,一些云片挂着,目察它们一点点动,乃清静之事。

也是连着几个清晨,路过几株百年大榕树下,总见到一位白发苍苍的老人家,旁边放着一盛水的小桶。他很仔细地看着左手上的字帖,顺着,右手挥起大毛笔,很认真地在地板上练毛笔字,字体有力饱满。每次绕不过那些字时,我都轻轻跃过,像个调皮的小孩子,既快乐又朝气。多么热爱生活的老人家啊!紧挨着老人家的空地,是一群两三岁的男孩女孩们,白脸蛋黑眼睛,几双嫩嫩的小手,围着一半米左右突起的管道头,充满好奇地“哼哼哈哈”,好不有趣!对他们来说,水管头是极有趣的事情;对我来说,他们是极有趣的小孩儿。在儿童身上,我总有一种“复本归真”的体验,真妙。

午后的闲暇,听几首明净的曲子,思考着一些事情。想起早上的那群小孩儿,个把年后,便是少年。忆昔,年少,无知,空想,虚度,浮华;大抵是一幅挥霍时光的姿态。生活久了,历世多了,才发现生活本无一袭具体的模样,每日每时的真实,便是自己的样子。经历过许多世事无常后,才越发理解“欲说还休,却道秋凉好个秋”的真正情怀;也慢慢明白了一些生活的本质,平安健康,坦然豁达。所谓“执着”,大抵是对“自我选择”的一种错觉吧!

若然,生活一直清静,犹如白开水般,清淡,也是一种美好。彷如,站在阳台上,观望路人甲乙丙丁,灌溉几盆吊兰花,看几片云彩儿,听几声鸟鸣,应和着日升日落,一天也就淡淡地过去了。枯叶换新叶,新叶成枯叶,终是一个轮回,无顾前亦无瞻后。人生苦短,悄悄地,就走过了那么些年,譬如朝露,堪比落红!蜉蝣,生死不过一瞬;昙花,盛衰不过一夜。日出日落,自然之理也;乐极生悲,否极泰来,人世之理也。世人各自为难,老少也罢,各自盈欲亦是寡欲。然则,心不清,气不明,终日混沌,毫无征兆,实则苦压自己,不妙矣!“心清气明”之人,自是高人一等。人生是一出戏,无浮华,无虚度,无患得患失,亦无无负荷不堪的本意。这戏便是本,越真实,越入戏。《老子》有语:“致虚极,守静笃”,真乃十分高明的心态。

在这午后,思考自己,清理自己,不失为清静的事!

科学有这样一种说法,人的身高在早晨和夜晚是有差别的,大致有那么几厘米之差。人在清晨会高些,到了夜晚便会矮些。因为脊柱承受了一天的直立和行走,椎间盘的高度降低了。真乃生命之理也!身躯亦是有如此承受之重,心灵,夫复矣?

临睡时分,听古琴箫曲,也是件清静的事。琴声,宛若游丝,箫声渐起,忽近忽远,忽高忽低,至上而下,从左往右,变幻莫测。好似花丛簇簇,蝶舞蜂飞,喜气浓浓;渐行渐落,好似低声哀怨,苦诉衷肠;音色转清,好似蝶去蜂散,繁花尽谢,万籁俱静。

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