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生硬的楼道里,响起了你的呼喊声,一切似乎变得弱软起来了。我的心化作了一滩爱的泥地,我一边儿伤心(伤心的是为什么人间有那么多的天灾人祸)一边儿伟大(做好事的人呀)一边儿掏钱起来。满以为可以准备好一切主动打开门,投下那几个零钱。但在我从椅子站起来的时候,准备去投钱的时候,你却抱着箱子敲起我的门。

我开始不安地望着你怀着一种悲伤的眼神,那仿佛是一种十分需要令人动容和同情的眼神儿,令我很难平静下来。我本来以为可以把抓在手里的几个零钱投进去,投到你那个披着红色外衣,上面带着“捐款箱”商标,顺便带着一些解说词儿的箱子里。我开始有些难受,我已经在一种进退两难的地步里。如果我投钱进去,我会觉得我只是在做一种姿势,因为你的到来而准备的姿势;如果我退了回去,我却又不想见到你那张带着希望和微笑的表情。

其实,我很想邀请你们进来,一起坐下来聊聊关于你们这么辛苦工作的目的。我不能一开始,就像拍死一只蚊子一样地说:你们可以不用这样抱着箱子来的,想献爱心的话,我们自个儿会去的。这样显得我一点儿良心全无。我觉得同你们聊聊箱子里面的钱,是一件比较实在的事情。至于爱心这事,它长在你的身体里,我看不见更难以形容了,这也不是能讨论得来的事,只有你自个儿明白。

我们可以思考一件事情,我就不太明白你们把钱收了,然后呢?我不是怀疑你们的品格,你们的汗滴着,闪着“善良”两个字。只是,你们是否想过,你们捐了十块,之后用到灾区的又有几块呢?

钱像信息链一般,信息源和接收者所得到的信息是否会等同,这中间过程又发生了些什么事情。信息源是我们大家垒起的一堆十块钱,总和2000块。首先,因为同学们工作们过于辛苦,导致了一些错误,只剩下了1900元。之后,汇总到了“某组织机构”,该机构的工作人员家里有老有少,也得养吧。这手续费按照20%来算,就剩下了1420元。这1420元寄到了“某政府公益部门”,在庆幸里面工作人员家里的老老少少有政府养着的同时,发现了一些悲哀的事情,这工作人员得去采购呀,这路途费和卖家的相互沟通费呀,买到的东西剩下了900元了。终于终于,这900块来到了目的地了。

这就是说,我现在往红衣箱里投了10块,真正用到需要用的地方,也就是这信息链的最终接收者,只剩下了4.5元了。剩下的5.5元,我也不清楚到哪里去了,我在想是因为这中间过程过于繁冗,像一匹马车,折旧率太高了。况且这样讲究高效率的时代,“一步到位”又何妨呢?哪怕你陪了一位智障儿童说说话,哪怕你到一个盲人社区包包饺子,哪怕你在孤儿院唱首歌让他们开心一下,哪怕你寄了几件旧大衣到达地震灾区,哪怕你捐了几本书,哪怕你奔赴到灾区给予他们实在的帮助,哪怕……总之,能保持“信息”完整传达就是一件值得表扬的事。

最后的最后,我还是把这10块钱投进去了,不在乎那5.5元的去向了,因为我不堪忍受你那充满希望的表情。只是下次,我不会这么做,也请你别抱着你的箱子敲起我的门,你这箱子过于沉重导致路费过于昂贵,我付不起。

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